Rebellious, Check out Psalm 73

I don’t want to listen to you
Not anymore
All my life I have trusted you

All my life I have heard about you
I even felt you
So deeply

But what is life like without you?
I heard that losing hope
can bring deliverance
and You are my hope

Why am I writing this?
How could I?
Look what you did for me!
You tripped and bled
And held my head
Those nights when
I couldn’t go on

I am watching myself
Desperately reaching for your hand
But being pulled away by a lie
into the dark
So close to your grasp
But I can’t get it

Don’t lose me God
Bring your promises sweet